just cant hate him.

*headphones on,shuffle songs*

i'm thinking how my 17th birthday party would be. well i know it's 2years later but i just want to figure out who would i'm invite :p

i list my friends name while songs are shuffled.

there's elementary friends, primary friends, JHS friends, and.......

then I thinking about Him. well should I invite him?

i could invite him but there's big possibility He would'nt come!

hm better than i get hurt He didnt come, much better if i'm not invite him rite?

oukay I decided NOT to invite him.

then suddenly the next song is wajahmu indahkan duniaku - Alexa.

(ever read my old post?remembrance tracklist?track numb.1)

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it's Ramadhan,me and my fellas is going to do Bukber.

should i invite him?

should i?

hm

although i'm invite him, he must be not come! huh annoying.

at night.I'm tweet about that.

there so much mention.

they said i must invite him.hhh.

He will not to come. i swear!

and i tweet to my friend;dinda

"ah dia kan emang jahat diiin, dasar emang dia jeleeeek woooo"

and suddenly, the song is Mrs. Cold - Kings of Convinience

(read remembrance tracklist)

GAH, always like this. it's like God dont let me hate Him.